Do I look like a doormat?

I'm not one who would normally say something.

I usually lock up my feelings, suck it up, and move on.

But today, I can't.

I can't sit back and let people who I THOUGHT were close to me, walk all over me.

I can't pretend like it doesn't hurt, because it does.

I'm curious... how can people be SO SELFISH? How can people be SO CRUEL? How can people be SO JUDGEMENTAL?

Do I look like a doormat?

Someone answer me quick because I'm losing faith in mankind.