Open.

I hate this feeling. 

 This feeling of not knowing. This feeling of wondering what page you're on compared to what page I'm on.

I'm trying here. Trying to be myself. Trying to open up. Trying to be normal.

And for once, it's kind of working. I'm having fun. I'm feeling good. 

So, open up your eyes. Look at ME. See ME. And then maybe we can make this go somewhere.

Because, right now, it seems as if you're eyes are shut, and I don't want tell you it's time to open them.

YOU have to do that on your own.