If I could only remember.

I feel like I'm living a different life. Like the time has passed so quickly I can't even remember the emotions I experienced yesterday. Like, if I blink too much, weeks will pass without me knowing.  Like if I close my eyes, everything will be over in an instant. 

But I want to feel.

I want to remember.

I want to hurt.

I want to cry.

I was to see.

I want to breathe.

I want to live.