Only child.

I've never had a problem with being an only child. 

I figure, that's how it was supposed to be, so that's how it turned out.

But tonight, I find myself wishing I had a sister or a brother.

Someone that I could turn to so I didn't feel so helplessly alone.

What would that feel like to have someone like that?

Someone with the same parents..

Someone who grew up the same as I did.

Someone who understood.

To the two siblings I lost, I love you, and I wish you were here.

Knowing you would have made my life that much better.