Day after endless day I am left hoping that you're going to change
when really, it's me that needs to change.
Why am I hoping for something that I can't fix?
Why don't I just take control and solve the problem myself?
Because I can't.
I can't do it.
I don't have the guts.
I don't have the strength.
I don't have the will.
I don't have the energy to fight about it.
Frankly, I'd rather give up than make a scene.
I'd rather keep the peace than cause a problem.
I'd rather endure the harsh silence.
So, that's fine.
Leave me be.
Try to hurt me.
I don't care.
Because I know in my heart of hearts that,
if this is how you're going to handle things,
It wasn't worth my time in the first place.
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