I'm scared.

I thought I was fine,

But it’s funny how a simple dream can change the way you feel.

I’m scared

And alone

And feeling vulnerable.

I miss that feeling of being safe

And loved

And together.

And no matter how much hope I’ve had in the past,

It seems this life I live doesn’t change

And you don’t look at me any differently than you did one year ago

But I still sit here

Pathetically hoping for something more

Because I need something to look forward to.

I need someone to believe in.