Life.

I'm scared.

Scared that one day I'm going to end up looking back at my life and wish I would have taken more chances,

Or maybe I'll wish I wouldn't have taken as many chances.

Scared that I'm not going to be happy with the person I'll be

Or have been

Or was.

We live life in the present

but we don't understand it until it has passed

 I look back and wonder why I did certain things.

What filled me with complete and utter stupidity.

But I also look back and wish I would have done more.

I wish I would have cared more

loved more

hoped for more

and tried harder.

I guess that's just how it all works.

No one is perfect.

I'm not going to follow through with everything I hope to do

and I'm going to do things I regret.

That's life.
Crazy, beautiful, unpredictable,

life.