I hate nights like tonight.
Nights where I feel so incredibly lonely.
Nights where I break down into tears because, looking at life, I'm not where I want to be.
There was a time when I thought I had it all. I felt like things couldn't have gotten any better.
How quickly that changed.
Now I'm stuck sitting on the sidelines..watching my life pass me by.
The more I try to change things, the more I come to realize just how much I wish things had turned out differently. How much I wish things had gone how I wanted them to, for once.
So here I sit, alone, in a house made for two, listening to the rain pour outside.
If this is the hand I was dealt, please deal me a new one because, frankly, this one sucks.
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