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I have quickly decided I need to stop getting on ksl.com.

I keep finding beautiful pianos I want to buy... :(

I don't want to come back down from this cloud. =)

"I don't want to come back down from this cloud.  It's taken me all this time to find out what I need."

Pretty sure i haven't felt this alive in a while.  Don't ask me why, there isn't an explination.

I woke up early this morning, not knowing what to expect from the day.  Yet, things seem to be falling into place just perfectly. 

I think I finally know what I need in life, who I need, what I want, and where I want to go.  It's taken me long enough to realize everything that was always right in front of me.

So, I don't want to come back down from this cloud. It's taken me ALL this time to find out what I need.

Did I mention how happy I am? =)

 

Tonight.

This time of year always gets to me.  I don't know what it is about fall/winter, but it makes my heart ache.  Not in a bad way... it's more of an "I'm overtaken by the beauty of it all" kind of ache. The kind of ache that I can't make go away until summer comes again.  But I don't mind it, although, sometimes it's hard to deal with such a strong feeling. 

It starts with the rain. Don't ask me why, but I have always loved the rain.  The smell of it, the feeling of it on your skin, the pure artistic way it falls. To others it just may seem like a whole lot of wet getting in the way of a good hair day... but to me.. it's a heck of a lot more. 

Slowly the rain turns to snow.  I don't know if I've seen anything more beautiful than snow falling on a calm winter day. Simply put, it's amazing.  And the way it makes me feel is impossible to describe.  

So tonight, as the rain falls and brings with it those cold gusts of wind, my heart aches.