This morning I woke up to the sound of my own heart beating at 4:05am.  I lay there, motionless, consumed by my own thoughts. I guess I've had a lot to think about lately.  I keep making these dumb decisions that, in the end, i totally regret.  Sometimes I just wish I could go back to the me I used to know.  The me that knew what she wanted in life and wasn't afraid to go after it.  

Today, everything is going to change. 

I'm going to make it happen.

I'm going to fight for myself.

I'm going to love who I am.

I'm going to strive to be better.